Things happened - studying for A's, After A's, I got a job at USS while waiting for Uni to start, I figured out what I really want to do in life, loving whatever I'm doing right now, I joined a CCA(despite the endless "I'm going to be a lonely mugger and study in the library everyday" I keep telling my Odac friends), I embraced the MALAY in me, and lastly, loving the company in school!

Although there's always that thing on my mind. When I don't get to meet the other 25 people, because of exams, or cause we're too busy with school and the guys in NS, Im seriously desperate to meet everyone! Thank god for our fortnight outings and and thank god I can finally meet them this week, cause I really really miss them sooo much that missing is an understatement:( I hope they won't forget my name, haha! I haven't met them since I started school, and it still keels me that I don't see you guys every morning in the Odac room, showing you my nonsense kpop videos, the guys being bitchy, the girls being noisy! People would say life wouldn't be complete without their other half, but my life wouldn't be complete without them<33

Yesterday I found out about something terrible which happened to my ex-colleague. And even though I've always been reminded that "Even though you may be young, don't take it for granted that you'll wake up to see tmr. You can never be confident that you'll live to see the sun rise the next morning and that's why do your prayers everyday like its your last, do good deeds while you still can and treasure your loved ones" Those words finally sunk in last night. Sucks that I had to learn it this way but I guess its time. Well I've accepted the loss of my excolleague, and I hope my other excolleagues will be fine too, especially those who were really close to him. [Honestly, it was a difficult morning ride to school this morning cause I was browsing through fb and my other excolleagues' status were either how they remembered him, the things they've talked about or how nice he was, which made me :'( And it didn't help that the rest of the world posted up news about Steve Jobs' death.]

Okay I have to start studying now and I feel motivated cause I bought a pocket guidebook for Anatomy and Physiology so yay for studying on the train/bus!

I should just stick to blogging here actually. Cause noone remembers the existence of this blog. Heheh!

I watched many nice videos which made me happy today. haha! But i feel guilty:(

Today I went out with Rembat Gang to watch a movie. Hafiza was absent:( and Marlia and I realised we were out with WAGs, and we, the non-WAGs were often left to walk behind, lonely. hahah! Just so happened that their other halves happen to be soccer players nehh. And I kind of regret not watching Inception. We chose Blood Pledge over Inception.

Im sort of a coward and I automatically scream because of the sound effects but other than that, I dont think the movie was scary actually. The ghost was really tame and nice. Such a sweet ghost. HAHAHAH! But i think the value learnt is Friendship but you should never be stupid enough to commit suicide with your friend thinking you love her so much you have to be with her forever so if she decides to die, I'll die with her. Since we're on the topic of suicide, recently, I've been noticing this suicide trend in Korea and Korean movies. Its scaring me. Like even in the movie, high school kids talk about suicide like they're talking about homework and even korean celebrities resorting to suicide because of depression. Its so saaad.

So if you're planning to watch Blood Pledge, i suggest you dont, but wait for Death Bell 2. I think its going to be better. It seems more of a thriller, smart and scary. Cant waitttt, if im not wrong, it opens in cinemas today in Korea. Hope Spore shows it soon. Here's the trailer!(:

Woah, i cant copy! What sai!

"Mr Teo is our favourite teacher and if we get the NTU scholarship, we want to nominate him as our favourite teacher. but our predictions will be that he will go "Kanasai la! Nominate me for what?! Now I must wear properly and see president somemore. Wa lao eh. Pang sai Pi sai simi sai long zhong ki lai liao!" Haha! Lame la. We have nothing to do during talks and lectures that we have to think of such lame stuff. He is a man with two kidneys too. Haha.

What else... Oh ya, Twins can be named Reduction and Oxidation so you can call them redox together, Or Anion and Cation so you can call them Ions together. And Bio teacher's hp no should start with 9331..."

CREDITS: Fredatanyicui

Im so bored now, Ive been home early these few days because i choose to opt out of some lessons and tutorials. And Econs mindmaps' been bugging me! I've been doing mindmaps for 3 days straight and I feel like im wasting my time because I have one week less to improve on my DrepreciatingSporeSale. and Freda needs to improve on her ASS. AHAHHA. And i promised myself im going to spam MCQS because I FREAKING SUCK AT IT! Why does everyone score at MCQ EXCEPT MEEEEEEE! And i found the answer the other day. Because everytime i do MCQ, I start my own mind game, Its complicated but its the reason why i do badly everytime. HAIS.

7 WEEKS TO CREATE A MIRACLE AND IM SOOO DOING THAT!

Im leaving the Facebook world soon. Byebye world. Its just me, my notes and my brain and maybe my dosage of kpop.

OKAY BYEBYE! one more day to the weekend, one week closer to prelims. FML. ohyes, today i finally made it clear to my parents that I dont want to slog for another 6 years of my life if i take medicine. FULLSTOP. and i told them, "Its time you accepted that"(because they always make it seem like its what they want, never considering what i want) Cool right? HAHAHA! I kind of feel bad because im saying byebye to gynae and everything but my passion doesnt match up to my performance and its been worrying me for a while. I choose to believe its the path God has set for me, for the future, and we'll see from here(:

My four days of "holiday" was awesome. My only regret is that, i didnt exactly managed to finish watching my 21episode drama but i kind of cheated because i skipped episode and watched the last episode already(:

I loved Saturday night watching the Germany-Argentina and Spain-Paraguay match with Roxanne, Hafeeza, Jiatian, YuTing, Leonard, PingYao, Kevin and Juncong! It was an epic guys against girls match with the girls supporting Germany and the guys supporting Argentina except for Jiatian and Kevin who switched sides. HAHA! But it was awesome because GERMANY WON! HAHAHA! and Mueller scored the first Goalllll! Mueller's the best, seriously!(: and then the rest played the Fifa soccer game on the PS3. Is that what its called? Noobshit, haha! But I didnt play because i tried for 5 minutes and it proved my no-brain-finger-eye coordination. And when the guys played it, it was soo easy! Goodness, how can they actually change players, decide whether to do a cross or short pass or run with the ball? I swear its their special hormones. Or maybe its just lacking in me, haha! whatever, not like I care actually. But it was funny how we watched them play like it was a real worldcup match. And Yuting was really funny that night because she had weird, random comments throughout the whoooooooooooooooole germany match and sooooo many questions and how she's so blinded by Lahm, we figured that the only player she sees on the field is Lahm. she doesnt look at the ball, I think her eyes are only on Lahm, its scary. Even when she played on the game on the PS3, whenever the commentator said Lahm, she responds almost immediately. haha!

Then we stayed up to watch the Spain-Paraguay match which I fell asleep during the first half because it was soo boring but woke up to watch the second half. Then the girls went to sleep in the room and the guys continued playing that soccer game until morning. And on the way home, they reminded me of this coming Saturday - Investiture and our Farewell. We've been together for two years now and ODAC has been my superawesome boyfriend. HAHA! I hope I wont be a loozaa and cry on Saturday. Tsk, because in the end we're still going to meet in school and outside even after A's, so it shouldnt matter right? There shouldnt even be a need for farewell.

Today, I went to watch Toy Story 3 with my family and for once! I didnt sleep during an animated movieeee. And i didnt cryy! Im looking to our Friday Eclipse movie date with Hafiza, Marlia and the rest! I like Edward Cullen in the book but I like Jacob Black on screen. Fair?? Yesss!

I CANT BELIEVE SCHOOL STARTS TMR! First Lesson: PE! AAAAAAAAAAH! Okay, I shan't complain, Im such a pig! Shall pack my bag now and its 12.30! I gave up on T3A. Typed out on achievement before this. Im continuing tmr, when my inspiration comes. right.

Okay Bye! Enjoy SCHOOL!(: And lesser posts here but whatever, like anyone reads this!

The song is so cute and addictive and it makes it soo much better that they all look so happy and lively singing the song. haha! Leeteuk especially, its like he has "Its the happiest day of my life" chopped onto his forehead.

Im going to watch the Germany vs Argentina match with the rest at Juncong's place tonight and i offered to be a slave at home for the day. I woke up and spent 2 hours cleaning the house. And i know when my mum gets back I'll have to start folding the clothes and wash the dishes. Like Cinderella, seriously.(except for the part she gets to find the prince and live happily ever after, Haha!) I regret offering to do housework seriously. Its not worth it. haha!

GERMANYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! Please win please please pleasee! And Mueller, im counting on you! I bet its going be chaotic tonight, the girls are all supporting Germany and the guys are supporting Argentina and the girls all have their favourite players. haha! Roxanne and her Podolski, Yu ting and her Lahm and mine's Muellerrrrr! I want a miracle to happen, like how Brazil lost to Netherlands, I want Germany to win even though they're not the favourites.

As quoted by Yurong: "I feel so adventurous" HAHA!

So we rented the bike from Sunplaza Park and started cycling to Pasir Ris park and cycled until the end only to find out it doesnt link to Changi Beach. So we made a biiig turn and took the Changi Beach Route. The route wasn't that bad until you consider all the uphill slopes i almost died cycling.

Ohyes, I was really sleepy in the morning, we were supposed to meet at 10 and I woke up at 10 sharp. Talk about exact body clock woorrr. haha! And i was really sleepy even though I slept for 8 hours. And since i rushed out of home, i was reaaaally hungry. And I was on a yawning spell the entire time before lunch.

Then we stopped at Changi Village for lunch and I thought, hrmm, Changi Village and East Coast, shouldnt be that far. HA!HA! Joke, seriously. When we started after lunch, it started POURRRING, like seriously, worse that those cat chase dogs kind of rain, its like you cant see clearly, and its so cold and wind is blowing against you, but goodness, that feeling was AWESSOMMEEE, seriously, i loved it. haha!

And the path we took was the same path we had for torture walk during ITC, from Changi to Camelot, and when I was cycling in the rain it felt really nostalgic because I kept having flashbacks about Field/Feel Pack, and carrying our bags on top our heads to the nearest shelter, Field/Feel Pack again, Sprinting and all. But when we were cycling, It\ felt like it was never going to end, like a loooooong endless road which leads to nowhere. When we reached the end, I felt like when we walked that whole distance for torture walk, I dont know whether consider that admirable or crazy. haha! It really DAAAAMN FAR, no joke.

We found this place which reminded us of the twilight movie, didnt know such a place in Singapore existed, It has this mysterious feel and tall trees and I was really surprised we came across such a place. And when we passed by the place at Changi where we stopped after night cycling to watch "sunrise" I got reminded of our first night cycling!(:

Im a really happy girl today! its that kind of happy feeling I get when i experience those unexpected adversities which makes it so exciting and it just feels great that its now a part of my memory!(: Thank you Joyce, Yurong, Freda, Zihou and Jasminee! We shall do this more often, and take our time next time, so our butts wont hurt. haha!

That said, highlights of CT2s would be:

- taking all my papers in the LT, and im not the only one because i bet the J2s now have sore necks after 4 days of 3hours of paper per day in the LT.

- Watching useless stuff online

- the stupid pond and loan qns in the math paper

- freaking chem elucidation question

- watching world cup and ISUPPORTGERMANY! because of MUELLER!!(:

- AND THE HIGHLIGHT OF ALL HIGHLIGHTS: The bio dept included a topic which they didnt even state for us to study at the website. So much for: "Ignore all my previous mails, the website has the finalised list of topics" and "MrX, I thought Plant Cloning not included?" "Aiyah, damn easy onela!" Checks structured qns and Essay qns, TOTAL NUMBER OF MARKS 17. F.OURLIVES. Apparently some people said they updated the list of topics somewhere near the end of holidays, but seriously, Who will check that website everyday man?

I think im going to do really badly, sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

But whatever, Four days of freedom is all I have and im going to spend it wisely. First! by ponning tuition tmr. haha! But im still going on monday! Outcast gang went mad after Bio paper and we planned to watch Toy Story 3 but when we got there, Tickets sold out. Funny shit. And a lot of random stuff happened but I cant remember what. Im going cycling tmr!! :(:(:(:(:( hahahaha! Im like a pig now. Gone were they days where we used to run at least twice a week and had Pt or fun Pt. Now even leisure cycling makes me feel lazy. Haha! But im still going tmr! Cycling from Tampines to Idontknowwhere, Airport? We wanted to try cycle around Singapore.

Then on Saturday, the Odac girls might be coming over to my house for a sleepover to watch the Germany Argentina match and despite the guys saying that Argentina will win, GERMANY ALL THE WAYYYY!(:

I'll have Sunday and Monday to myself and I'll be watching dramas. Hahah! This is called making use of my socalled holidays!(: