Marlia and Hafiza asked me if i have anything on tmr and i replied, "I have so many things going on, Im actually trying to decide which to attend and pon." :(:(

And Mugger Mode is supposed to happen Full Force tomorrow. I think its not going to happen, but im going to put in my best! Hahaha!

Oh my braiiiiiiiiiiiin! Its been sleeping for more than a month! and now its going to work work work all the way to A's! Damn it. I cant wait till the end of A's. "Less than one year" can mean joy or PANIC! For now, its P-A-N-I-C!

The other day, I saw an article in the newspaper about a 40yearold woman with diabetes who successfully gave birth to a pair of twins. She has 4 elder children, with 15 being the eldest. And then i thought, as much as people, especially Malays(no offence, Im Malay too and its a fact), choose to believe that children are a gift from God, whatever happened to family planning? financial planning? the children's future? I can go on and on about this but all i can say is that, I think Life is Weird sometimes. I just dont understand how people choose to run away from reality. IFFFFFFFFFFF i become a gynae, i think it'll be problematic once i hear of such stories i just cannot bring myself to accept.

1.I OFFICIALLY DECLARE MY LOVE FOR BEAST!

Freddy! you have to watch thiss! Yoseob looks good here! and Zihou's funnylooking hair guy looks A LOT better, i have nothing against him now. Apart from that, the only thing disappointing was the fact that the rapper looks like a pineapple. I love Beast's dance moves - like Bad Girl, their chorus for mystery involves the cool head move! This is cooler, they dont look human, poor necks. I bet, in ten years time, when they do this, their necks will just fall off while they're performing. okay, wth Nurul! JUST WATCH IT! HAHA!

We had UBIN RECCE on Saturday. My most hated place on Earth, that horrible place. Too bad It's going to be my good friend until the end of OLC next year. That sucks, i really hate Ubin.

On the way there, i really felt this heavy, unsettling feeling. And i wasn't the only one, most of us felt that way, haha! Its just that, when we're on the way to Ubin, its always something bad awaiting us. And i had a series of unfortunate events. Shall not even talk about it. Ubin is really small on bike, but when you have to walk in Ubin from 9am to 5pm, its not that small after all. :(

That was when i overheard Veron come up with a name or Beatrice. haha! Its hella funny! "Its a new way to spell Bitchy! B-E-A-T-C-H-Y! haha!" And because Beat is bitchy too, thats why! HAHA! Its okay Beat! We still looove you!

Then after Ubin recce, around 4pm, i went home. And i was telling Joseph on the bus, "The worse thing that can happen now is that, when i reach home, noone's at home to open the door for me, because i didn't bring my key." True enough, on the way home, i called my mum, and noone was at home, so i made my way to expo to meet my family to get the house keys and they were kind of shopping so i hung around, DIRTY and SMELLY and finally reached home at 7plus before i went out to meet the rest at JiaTian's house at 8plus!

When i reached there, the rest were all watching White chicks, but it ended so we watched Panic Room!! Not really scary but i dont know why i screamed a lot. Roxanne, Hafeeza and I were providing some kind of full surround system to the rest! HAHA, we were screaming from all directions!

Then at 11plus, made our way to Tampines Int to be sent to Padang, the Meeting Point for Standard Chartered volunteers! That was when Hafeeza, Roxanne, Yuting and I were abandoned by Ivan and the rest, haha! because the bus was full and we were the only one who got seats, so ivan ordered us to "Stay here! Dont move!" It was a really sad scene, when we saw everyone left behind. We felt like we were going to be sent off to China. But we smsed Ivan that if we got sold off that night, they must buy us back!

Normal registration, got our ugly but comfy shirts and we were sent somewhere to.....WAIT. They told us to meet freaking early at 12midnight and after registration lalala, we waited for an hour plus to be sent to East Coast. That was when we were at our highest! HAAH! We were really noisy, talked nonsense, laughed at stuff that didnt make sense and played the never-ending beating game! It was really fun though, haha!

By the time we were off to East Coast around 3am, we were really tired.Funny thing was after we reached East Coast, after setting up the tables, we had 2 hours plus of free time before we begin our duties at 6am. So the rest slept, while i tried to sleep. I was really uncomfortable because of ttotm. HAHA, so i tried sleeping while sitting down but didnt get to sleep too. Why couldnt they just tell us to meet later or something, hrmm.

Then our duties started! we were at the drinks stations, so we poured water frantically. HAHA! It was like we were having our own race of arranging cups, putting new cups, pouring water and cheering at the same time! That was when it was further proven that i cant multitask. When i was cheering, i couldnt put new cups even though i was holding on to them, HAHA! Im really bad at multitaskingg! :(

It finally ended at 1plus, where we were sent back to Padang! to get paid :) Then after much chaos and deliberation, we decided to have lunch at Tampines. Then we went to Jiatian's house to finish watching Panic Room! (which had a really disappointing ending btw! we couldnt believe we went back to watch it!) They played The Century Boys after that but most of us were sprawled on her living room floor by then so Yurong and I went home. We were really tired.

I went without sleep for 36 hours! Im so proud of myself! :D:D:D I usually cant go anywhere without proper sleep! But when i got home, i slept from 7pm to 9am today! LOONG LOOOONG DAY! I was so drained!

The rest had Level One Sports climbing today, but i opted out, TO STUDY but what the helll, i didnt even open up my books! :(

There's PT tmr morning followed by 25ths vs 26ths match! SO FUN I CANT WAITTTT! :D:D

I feel really fat now, havent ran since OT, been eating grilled chicken teppanyaki burger and those sinful seaweed shaker fries. GRR

have yet to watch New Moon. Im looking forward to Marlia and Hafiza's return from KL. Those two lovebirds must be having a good time annoying the hell out of each other, haha! I might be going out to shop with my sister tmr. I might be meting Hannah on Wednesday for a catch-up session(after a yearrr!) but i have OG meeting on that day in the morning, so.. zen me ban? Might be going to Roxanne's house on thursday to finish watching World's Within cause it didnt happen the other time, aaaand i have House Captains' meeting on Friday. What a life! Whew!

Are you watching "Together" on TV? Ch8, 9pm? I love it. HAHAHA! But I like Teen Cribs too, their parents actually build the house and create it for them? Richkids scare me.

Beat recently introduced to us this certain fashion blogger who's reaaaaaaally rich. and she's freaking SEVENTEEN? she buys Chanel etc and Shoes with brands I've never even heard of in my life like they cost $10 or something. She travels round the world like the countries are her shopping malls. Dont get me wrong, i enjoy reading her blog but it naturally brings me back to people on the other end of the world who're struggling to even survive. Her one pair of shoes could possibly feed a town over there. :(

Okay, really long and boring post. I shall get to sleeeep!

The last time we met Nabila was on my birthday, and today we met up for her birthday and we're predicting that the next time we'll see her will be on Marlia's birthday. haha! She's a really busy woman. But its okay, its understandable, ahemmmm.

So, went for a buffet and we ate till our tummies exploded, as usual :D But i bet Marlia's hungry by now. She always gets hungry an hour after she stops eating. I wont eat until evening the next day.

I've been on a Sushi diet for days. I dont really plan it, but i just find myself drawn to Sushi. Is it good? But i still gain weight anyway, so it doesnt make any diff. Haha!

I have OG meeting tmr and i just read an email on the ODAC plans and ohmyfreeaaak! there's so much to be done this week i think i shall just wave goodbye to having fun and hello to proposals and meetings. I.am.so.sad.

can i show you something annoying?

^.^ hahahaha! its so cute right? Koreans like to use it on their blogs somehow. they use kekekekekeke too but i find it weird to i shant use it. Try saying that out loud! How does laughter even sound like that? HAHA sounds more realistic.

Im so broke now, im going to withdraw myself from sportclimbing. I already withdrew myself from windsurfing(partly cause i already did it for feelin' fab and idontseetheneedtogeta1starcertforit) I cant stand it that we have to pay for our own activities and the school doesnt subsidise it, even a little. Not to mention, these activities are sort of expensive, and i really feel guilty for asking my parents so yeaaa! But its okay, look on the bright side! Im already busy as it is and i've yet to start studying for my Rpaper. That is if im going to use my time wisely, which I am, after this week, if not, someone please threaten to kill me or something. Im really the Queen of procrastination, it sucks.

By the way, i miss school actually. Joyce, Freda, Jasmine, Yurong(okay not really, i see her every other day for ODAC), Zihou. i miss the outcasts. haha, yeah we feel like we're outcasts sometimes cause we dont know where to fit ourselves in.

The usual searching for hotels, itinerary, flight schedules. I think by the time im 20, i'll be a pro. Maybe i should work with a tour agency company. Its so mentally draining and it really doesn't sound as easy as it seems - you have to consider the location, whether you want it to be near the airport or near the tourist spots then you have to consider budget, and once it comes to itinerary its another whirl of mess! How to get from one place to another, daaaaang!

I hate being the eldest. But then again, if i ever go to Rome again for my honeymoon(mwahaha), i know of a hotel already. Its so preeettyy! cosy and the interior is like whoa. A little bit expensive but it should be worth it. HAHAHAAH! okaystopdreaming.

Im going out with Whee tmr to celebrate Nabila's belated birthday! As usual, we're going to eat, haha! I miss everyoneee!((:

On Tuesday, i have OG meeting. Im in Shenkuu! but theres like only 2 or 3 people i know :( im really awkward around new people.

Wednesday, im going to Roxanne house to finish watching Worlds Within. The korean drama im still stuck at, still at episode 14 because the server doesnt allow me to watch it. But luckily Roxanne recorded it so yeaa! :D:D

House Comm meeting on Thursday.

Nothing on (yet) friday. And freeeeeeeaaaaaakkkkkk! I havent started studying! or started on homework, or mugged for my Chem R Paper.

To add on, i have a JobAttachment soon. I pray for my own well-being. HAHA

busybusybusybusybusybusyasabee!

But then again, yesterday, after i reached home, first thing i did was to check my emails and read allkpop! hahaha! i spent 4 hours on it, and i wasnt even tired, sheesh Nurul! Then at 6pm, i went to sleep, but my dad woke me up at 7 and did some stuff for Hari Raya Haji(which isn't really of a big deal to me but my parents treat it like its the real Hari Raya, boosh!)

but i finally went to sleep at 9plus, but this morning, at 8, my mum went around the house screaming at us, to? wash the toilet. I was like #@%$&&*$ im aching all over and i have to wake up early to wash the toilet? :( but i love my sister because she gave me a not-so-professional full body massage before i went to sleep. Haha! so it doesnt ache so much now.

Im currently sunburnt, from what? i dont know, but i suspect, the higher you go, the nearer you are to the sun so the heat is concentrated so ta-da! im burnt now. Im pretty sure i got burnt from the hot spring too. as in, literally. cooked or something. Because Yurong, Keni, Hafeeza and i weren't satisfied with the hot-but-not-so-hot area so we went to the hotter area and even though it was really relaxing, we got cooked, to a certain extent. haha! Its worse because its the hot spring at the crater! HAHA!

Finished watching up to episode 15 of You're Beautiful and though I've said it many times now, my heart just breaks when guys cry. Its the saddest thing! And Taekyung, you should have just told her you love her when you were crying, holding on to her hand, sheesh! Waiting for the final episode to be uploaded on viikii, and its killing me! Hurry Hurry Hurry!